I just believed that I am not that independent as I known about myself right now. I could not stand to live with other people that I don't know. I feel like I am a strangers in this house; also, I am a stranger to my housemate, and so does him. The landlord is nice, and the location is peaceful and convenient. The problem should be me because I just cannot stand to live with strangers. I am not used to live with strangers that is why the problem can blame on me. I have at least 2 more years staying in this house; I wonder how can I survive during these couple years. I am trying to figure out the way to survive in this house. This is my second semester here in this house. I had a hard time here last semester. What should I do now? You may say that you should innovate your lifestyle or convert to his way. It is impossible to do that; why I should ..... It is unfair to me. 

My housemate do anthing that he wants to as if the house is him. He's never think about others. "......"

so...... what is going on........???

I just want to say something at this moment.This is my first blog since I stoppted writing the blog for couples months.......

It seems like I'm a hot temper. In fact, I'm a hot temper since I was elementary school. It still consist in today. I'm easy to anger at a little stuff although my temper is getter better. I just recognized that I'm still hot tempered since I have studied in southern California,USA. A little single problem, I'm still angry with this. When you really think about it carefully, it's not a big deal at all. All the time I think it is a mistake, but it's truly not. Someting that I can't stand, but it's just a little stuff. Somehow, I complain a lot. I assume I can handle it; nevertheless, I can't...I SHOULD Smile!!!! 笑一笑 sing by 甄楚倩- 好歌,好詞

原來就此笑一笑 煩惱一一消失了.....笑一笑 涂去世界的寂寥.....笑一笑 迎接片片的浪潮

(LYRICS FROM "笑一笑")